Day 120 +++

GOD!

why am i feeling so lethargic.

this week we did live firing of m16.

and i did very badly.

i dont know how to aim.

and i only got like 4 out of 16.

Life's so down...

I've just gotten my pay which is like friggin 400.

and i've spend 200 for bills.

and 100 on food.

and i'm left with another 100 for the next 3 weeks.

and i was planning to buy psp slim.

my dreams are shattered.(lol)

WHy?

why arent my parents supportive?

they are not emotional nor financially supportive.

who am i to turn to when i need help and all.

i feel so small.

-_- cant believe i just said that.

but it's true.

no friend to go shopping with

go shop also no money.

pathetic is the word.

alright gonna go back to camp.

fcuking loser life.

cant wait to earn 5 digits or maybe more.