Day 254

Hey.. just recently had an operation..

duh uh.. it's abt 2 weeks already.

still aching.

still on mc which covers me for 20 days.

yeah!!

anyway..

i've been busy designing logos and making designs for the new website.

i'll keep YOU posted abt the new website

anyway.. basically it's a website where u put your designs and show the world.

it's like a storage system.

and the more designs you put.. the more levels you get.

so it's like you combine art/design with online website game = what you get? Excitement!

Probably not.

at the moment the website's not up.

i've paid for the domain and all the other necessary charges.

yeah i've got WWE09 for psp.


this is 1 of the song i've came across.

take a look.

Day 253

Hey,

it's been a friggin long long time since i've updated my blog.

basically i have nothing interesting to post also.

i dont go out often so i dono what happening in the outside world.

stuck in NS, rotting my moments away.

actually i believe we can finish ns in within 6months, but i dono why they must drag it till 2 years.

But thank god i'm not those 2 and a half years batch.

pity them. haha!

ok anyway, i've updated my facebook which i finally took an interest on.

and tml i got my exam in HRM. which i hardly remember after a year and a half of not touching the books.

just refresh a little just now. Going to do some revision later on.

I have to get this over and done with.

dont have time to fiddle with this stupid diploma anymore.

already paid for the exam.

gtg.

will update when i got time.

Day 240 - 252

Hey All

I've been looking over the net for Dark knight movie stream.

And i've finally found it.

it's watchable

and unlike other stupid site that shows spanish language all.

like wtf.

Ok here's there site.


http://tvshack.net/movies/The_Dark_Knight__2008_/



Enjoy and stop with the Comments.

THIS IS NOT HIGH DEFINITION!

IF U really really want HD. Just be prepared to spend $9 BUCKS @ any GV.

Day 180 - 240

HeLlOoo!



I was being awarded Stoppage of Leave ( SOL ) for a negligence discharge of BLANK ROUNDS.



It was 14 days of torment.

Wearing Smart 4

Marching to guard house

No privacy

No freedom

Gooooodddddddddddd.

Anyway..

after 14 days i was extremmely excited about getting a psp slim..

went to sim lim and bought it.

it's a black slim.

frigging awesome.

upload alotsa games in it.

went to alot of outfield..

died and revived..

felt relieved after outfield.

god outfield was fcuked'

didnt have time to post new posts.

was so tired..

alright..

gtg play.

chow.

Day 170 +++

This week was short cause of VESAK day!~


Wooortttt.

I love holidays.

anyways.

this week we had this weapon firing called ATP.

it's a chance to get marksmen for your specialised weapon.

and my m16 together with m203 was the least useful weapon of all.

it's heavy, bulky, a lots of PROBLEM and cleaning the rifle after firing is a kILLER.

we had so many reshoots cause all the m16 users failed the test badly which includes myself.

For my day shoot, i got 1 out of 24 on target. Apparently my rifle doesnt likes me.

on my second shoot i got 13 out of 24 then still 80% failed. re-test again and i got 16 out of 24.

Oh yeah baby.. im getting the hang of it.

and i need another 16 points to get a total of 32 to get marksmen.

and MY NIGHT SHOOT WAS IT!

i had all hopes all around every inch of the corner.

i believe i can shoot all the target and get my beautiful marksmen badge pinned ontop my left

sleeve. I have to admit, night shoot was extremmely HORRIBLE.

i got 3 out of 16. After reshoot i got around 5 to 6 on target which placed myself on the passing

area. i don't know my score as my sgt didnt tell us so. He was a little disappointed with the

failures. but it's not our fault. m16 is 1 of the hardest weapon to use and it's super hard to get a

marksmen with that useless rifle. Cleaning of rifle was 3 hours. i had panda eyes and i suffered

from severe sleep loss which is bad for my health.

Booking out with civilian clothing was weird. but i saw a lot of overdressed ppl.

what's with them? going to club ah?

1 guy with super super skinny jeans. another guy wearing a red jeans?

like what the heck is going on?

wear pink jean with purple pockets LUH!

If your wanna dress like a fashionistar, you must look like 1.

i wore a humble heng teng collar tee shirt with a jeans and a shoe from pedro to match.

and my white heng teng looks bage in color. but who cares it's for camp wearing.

i dislike ppl over dressing for inapporipriate places or occuasions.

f#ck the spelling.. i dislike repeating myself.

ok that's about it. went to town watch chocolate.

awesome movie. way better then speed racer ( shitter )

gonna watch some movies online then sleep late cause today is booking in day.

CHOW

Day 160 +++

Hi all.

Yesterday had a black beret presentation.

i'm finally a men in 40 Sar.

what's the Deal?

i'm getting more money and more incentives in a way.

finally can wear civilian clothings.

after f#cking long ass month.

we were suppose to wear it 2 months earlier.

but as always.. my company is like **** so yeah.

hurray!

The bloody mary karen havent send me my POP photos which includes shankra and alif.

i'll add the attachments when she pass me which i dono when.

Updating my wardrobe with fancy clothings and some classic indie style.

Day 150 +++

Hey

I've Fired the bloody OWS!

and the sound is damn godly.

i left to the range around 7am.

oh yeah we woke up at 5am.

and left my company line at 0630

went to sungei gedong.

yeah it's polluted with lotsa mosquitos.

flying insects carrying malaria.

what the f#ck!?

KENNA bitten by a few.

and holy shit it's a friggin hot weather laH!

i was suffering from heat injury.

the sounds made by the OWS were damn godly.

i was so proud firing it.

we started to shoot around 3pm.

from morning till 3pm we did nothing.

the others fired their own weapons.

and basically we wasted so much time staying there doing nothing.

but thank god i brought along a story book.

if not most likely i would be bored to death.

the whole firing finished around 9pm.

2 hours before planned time.

but in our OWS there was a LIVE round stuck to the bolt.

Just because of that! we got delayed for 3 hours plus.

we waited for the authorised personnel to come and fix the problem.

Dang!

and we were supposed to board the bus with air con.

but in the end.

there was no transport, so we took the TUNNEL back to camp.

once in camp my sergant major told us to clean our weapon.

many silent swearing were heard.

and i understand the feel cause we slept for 5 hours and were awake for the past 20 hours.

we finish cleaning the weapon around 4am.. that was nearly 3 hours to clean.. from 1am to 4am.

then we waited to the others to clean finish their weapon.

and time tick tock it's way to 5am.

holy hore.

then we booked out at 6am.

like what?

my eyes were bloody red.

many thanks to National Service.

Day 140

argh.

OWS is getting into my nerves.

we were forced to learn the immediate action drill for OWS.

And in real life war we wont be using it.

then for f#ck we learn for.

wasting of time.

the immediate action is like a flow chart.

and it's damn long.

we learn how to aim at a specific target and move the turret.

i feeling bored about talking about OWS.

this week we did a 5km run in my battalion.

was awesome.

i finally feel my heart pump vigorously.

my breathing became heavy and i almost lost my conscious.

it's a mind over body kind a thing.

i was pushing over my limits.

it's been a while running such a long distance.

but still we push through.

after the run i had this sense of satifaction.

dont ask why.

130

i dono what happen this week.

've forgot everything.

oh wait.

maybe i can recall.

oh yeah.

i learnt how to use over head weapon system from the infantry vehical carrier(m113)

it's a damn huge weapon.

we have to like sit inside the tiny chamber to fire the machine.

there's joystick to move the weapon.

it's total weight is 127kg.

-_-

Nothing interesting to learn about also.

cant wait to fire it.

my sergeant told us that to clean the weapon 1 person need to pull through the barrel 50 times.

total there's 7 person. so it's 350 times.

And the cleaning is not as easy as you think.

that summaries this week.

Day 120 +++

GOD!

why am i feeling so lethargic.

this week we did live firing of m16.

and i did very badly.

i dont know how to aim.

and i only got like 4 out of 16.

Life's so down...

I've just gotten my pay which is like friggin 400.

and i've spend 200 for bills.

and 100 on food.

and i'm left with another 100 for the next 3 weeks.

and i was planning to buy psp slim.

my dreams are shattered.(lol)

WHy?

why arent my parents supportive?

they are not emotional nor financially supportive.

who am i to turn to when i need help and all.

i feel so small.

-_- cant believe i just said that.

but it's true.

no friend to go shopping with

go shop also no money.

pathetic is the word.

alright gonna go back to camp.

fcuking loser life.

cant wait to earn 5 digits or maybe more.

Day 110++

slack as it seems to be.

life as a private really seems to be interesting.

Daily routine orders by Captain ***** ***

Revile 0530
Fall in 0545
5 BX 0600
Breakfast 0645
Area Cleaning 0700

Last Parade 2100

Company's BDO Ltf ********
Company's COS Sgt **********
Company's CDS Sgt ******

Platoon 1 Commander Sgt ************
Platoon 2 Commander Sgt ***********
Platoon 3 Commander Sgt *******
Tankie Commander Sgt ***********

Duty Platoon, Platoon 1


"Archer!" platoon 3 answer. Platoon 1 look at us with a surprise look on their face.

Because even if the duty platoon is platoon 1, we do their stupid work like throwing their rubbish, cleaning, taking night snacks, etc.

Every Morning we wake up and fall in by 0545.. then instead of 5 bx and all those crappy exercises, we skip to breakfast. wooot :D~

Sometimes breakfast are least appetizing.. then we go back to our room and eat our snacks for breakfast. then from 0600 to 0730 we will sleep. AND WE ARE NOT SUPPOSE TO DO SO :D~ then we do the morning official exercise the 3km run. follow by some vitamin C. the vitamin C in this case is some strenuous exercise working the upper part of the body.

then some stretching. as the clock click to 0930, our instructor will tell us to go up and wash up. leaving us with 2 hrs and 30 mins of our own free time. because after that we wont have anything on... and our lunch is around 11am or 12noon. We go up and bathe then sleep till lunch time.

After lunch, we had have some weapon's drill and all those immediate action drills... sometimes SOC ( standard obstacle course). after these, which was around 3pm, we go bathe again and sleep or rest till 1730. We eat our dinner then come back to company.. rest till 2000.. then around 2100 our RO will start. telling us who will be doing duty.

During my free time.. i wasnt sleeping much unlike the rest. i was reading a book called ' MAGICIAN'.. awesome book. after reading awhile i felt sleepy then i go to sleep. just finished 200 pages. another 500 pages more to go. Didnt had enough time to read. almost being called here and there.. disturbed by platoon mates or either bunk mate. Cause my buddy and myself were reading.. and the rest will be smsing their friend or listening song.. and when they feel bored, they will start to talk draggin me in it.. cause i'm 1 of the interesting person to talk to. i assume Xd. ok enough of NS talk.. now coming to general.

I was smsing karen asking some stuff and that dragged to her work. i didnt know she was doing attachment or really WORKING. and this stupid ass crap alif was on attachment with some poorompany. and karen said that nasira was working earning 1.8k... i was like a little shock.. earning 1.8k for attachment will be shocking.. and this alif earning a pathetic 450.. even more shocking... SO bloody little lah! i know a girl who is on attachment working as a nurse earning at least a reasonable pay of 800. and karen is getting 850.

AND SOOOOoooo like all NORMAL PPL DO.. THEY CLARIFY! and i sms this stupid dumb ass *****... and all he does is whine like a stupid 8itch. thinking he's a greatest
pig ever lived. #I#KING NOOB.. he degrade me like a worthless small freakin maggot. i sms him and chat with him in a way of comparing their pay. and this shit said that he's on attachment and he goes on degrading me again.. and this bloody SMS REALLY IRRITATED ME ALOT I FELT LIKE TAKING A URGENT LEAVE AND TAKE A FcUkING CAB GO HIS FcrukKING AS5 HOLE HOUSE AND KILL HIM WITH MY BAYONET AND STAB HIS THROAT AND HIS HEART AND DIG HIS EYE BALLS OUT SLICING IT INTO PIECES AND .... just read this sms and try to understand. 'since when did rp got attachment? you give one ar? wat cert you give to both naz and karen ar? and i wonder why naz and karen no need to go back to school in one week time like me and karen.. is it cause they took **** moron specialist school?'

SINCE WHEN I KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT RP!!!!!!!!! AS IF I FCUKING GO TO THAT SCHOOL AND FcyukK AROUND. I DONT KNOW SHIT ABOUT RP's WAY OF LIFE. HOW WOULD I FUawhyKING KNOW THAT RP GOT NO ATTACHMENT!????????? HE'S TALKING AS THOUGH MY GIRLFRIEND IN THAT SCHOOL SO THAT I CAN KNOW WHAT HER LIFE IN RP IS LIKE!... DONT FUCKING TALK TO ME AS THOUGH I KNOW WHT HER RP GOES ABOUT. I TOLD HIM A MILLION TIMES TO GET ME UPDATED ABOUT THE OUTSIDE WORLD OF NS AND HE FAILED. AND HE ' PUSH' THE BLAME FOR NOT KNOWING ABOUT RP. FOR FUCK I CARE HOW RP TEACH THEIR STUDENTS!!!!!!1111111111 BLOODY HELL... WHAT'S WITH THE ATTITUDE? GO CHOKE ON PING PONG BALLS AND DIE.

his sms is very agitating and when i tell him why he is using such strong words on me and he goes on saying 'why you emo ah?' .... FOr all i can say is that .. you've changed. i dono how you change.. why you change or for who you changed. i wanted to reply him in sms sending that paragraph. but i didnt wanna waste my time fighting over stupid things. and sadly it happens ALL THE TIME WE SMS. and i dont have any other problems with other people. the way he sms is the way he verbally talks. ' you stupid or wat.. since when attachment got so high pay.. come there to study and shit pay so high for wat? you really go ns the brain dead sia... donno how to think... i not stupid like you go work 450 per month if my other work experience like 800 and above dumb ass.'

i worked 450 per month? shit pay so high for wat? taking out the adjective... PAY SO HIGH FOR WAT??? dont tell me u dont wan high pay. bloody shit face. LEARN ENGLISH BEFORE U SPEAK. OR ELSE YOU WILL KILL EVERYONE WITH YOUR POOR ENGLISH! AND FINALLY IM NOT PETTY NOR EMO.

Day 100++

hey.

This week crazy man!

we've been practicing marching and all those bullcrap!

'homat kehadapan homat!'

during practice we always f$@k things up

but we perfect ourselves on the actual day.

1 day before we POP, they treat us like bloody slaves.

we did standard obstacle course then after that i solo did area cleaning in my room.

it was polluted with cot webs and small microscopic sand particles.

In the afternoon we had lunch and we did pop rehearsal.

We were busy the whole day that we didn't have admin(free) time.

We did area cleaning again but this time with my room mates.

And there were still dust all over the room.

We packed our stuff into our duffel bag and field bag.

we wipe our metal old school cupboard.

it was around 12.30 am.

we went to the armskote to celebrate our platoon mate's birthday, after that we took

a shower and went to sleep.

i woke up and doze off again at 5am.

The word shack is commonly used in Ns.

6am we draw arms and eat our breakfast.

Around 7am we brought our bags down to company line and 7.30 we fall in.

i was the friggin front man and many pair of eyes were looking at me.

i was a little nervous.




after the whole Parade my parents came to me and put the jockey cap on my head.







it was a proud moment.

cause i went through the tough part of NS.

and i heard there's more tough shit to come for armour.

ga;wibgabiabaqar q3mvb q ( i type that sub-consciously )

Took a lot of photos.

some of them are with my platoon sergeant.

This is the photo of my platoon during the Parade.

take a look at the awesome 5h!t rifle.

it's called SAR 21.






this is a snap shot of my platoon commander ( the 1 with goatee) and my other sergeant and the

rest are privates includes myself.



this is my brother with his wife.

my dad took this photo.

his angles are awesome.




and this last and not least, MUKUND aka Ankat Bola.

my platoon mates say he carry balls to become the platoon best.

lols.






End of Parade.

Had a great POP.

head down to bugis street the 1 with the arcade.

played for 20mins or so.

'trashed' tim in CNC3

woot. am i godly or wad?

pfft.

then went to eat at the nak nak restruant just in front of the mosque.

after that we went to marina square to watch the competition.

i saw my friggin 2nd lieutenant there. my BMT sir.

but he didnt notice me.

cause i kept a low profile in camp.

Day 90++

Just came back from my camp.

last week i couldnt book out cause we had to go pulau tekong for our out field.

we went tekong last week sun morning. we slept around 2am in my company

and work up 3 hours later to quickly rush to draw our rifle and eat our breakfast.

took the transport to changi jetty.

and went to tekong.

The scenery while moving from singapore to tekong was awesome.

the first day we did a 6km march to our destination.

we pitch our tent and had some jungle combat.

using rifle of course.

we ate our first combat ration.

it was some lame noodle with mushroom.

not appetizing at all.

i ate a little and wrapped the left overs.

we slept in our tent in the night.

the next day we did some jungle combat and this time we got into suprise.

our Sir said we got our free time to do whatever we want.

then suddenly they throw thunder flash at us.

like a surprise enemy attack.

we quickly evacuate the place and walk through the deep dense jungle.

i think it was a 8km quick march which took 3hours to finish.

by the time we reach the abandon house it was already 11pm.

and we took a powder bath and went to sleep.

the 3th day we build trench.

something like a grave

it took us roughly 6-8 hours to make a perfect grave.

and we have free time for us to mingle with the rest.

we ate maggi.

the most delicious food at that period of time.

day 4 we move to another abandon building at took refuge.

no words can describe the smell of the building.

but tekong's halal food was awesome.

we enjoyed every meal.

that day we had BIC.

Live rounds will be fired at us.

we had to prone or back crawl in that course.

it was friggin sandy and my elbow and knee ached badly.

the next day we had live grenade throwing.

it was fun.

wish we can do that again.

it was already friday.

then around 4pm we went back to the jetty and took the ferry to singapore.

back to company line around 7.30

cleaned our rifle till 11pm.

back ache till now.

argh!!

saturday.

Our last day of BCCT.

Did area cleaning.

from total strength of 40, we left with 16 soldiers and only 8 fighting fit.

and like what the fuc|{ ?

Day 80++

wad the hell.

doesnt mean that i didnt update my friggin blog means that it can be dead.

anyways.

let's talk abt my 2 months of NS ( national slavery )

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1st month.

it was my ptp means Physic Training Phrase.

basically i was being trained to be fit.

but i dont really see much changes except for my endurance.

my stamina is average not that great.

and we had 3 type of exercises.

Speed training ( my favourite )

Strength training

Agility Group Run


we were so shacked on the first week cause our muscles werent used to the training.

as days went on, my body and arms were like sore and tired.

thank god for the christmas holiday.

before i went into ns, i cant do proper push ups.

so embarrassing, my arms were so weak.

after the 1st month, my arms are like so much stronger.

i can do 10 sets of 10 pushups at the moment.

obviously it will not stop there.

alright.

Currently i'm on my 2nd month of BMT. ( Basic Military Training )

BMT is so much fun then PTP.

In bmt we were trained;
to camouflage in the forest,
to look into the vegetation rather then looking beyond it,
to understand the enemy's movement,
to look at the surrounding environment and foresee wad the subject did and wad he had.
to perform IA ( Immediate Action ) Drill
to shoot at Targets.

it was fun because it's something new to us and thus it was exciting.

but the negative part is that we were to equip our LPV ( a vest where your put your grenade and magazine ) and those weights on our body and run and prone whenever they tell you so.

i failed my SOC ( standard obstacle course ) very very badly.

after running 700m with LPV and SAR 21, reaching the first station, the LOW WALL which is like 2.2m high!

i hardly able to lift myself up.

my arms are so tired and weak.

damn.

then after that is the horizontal bar.

the rest of the stations i manage to pull off.

and i had problems with the 'monkey bar'

AUIFGWWKGUJNFUIW !!

i hope to pass my SOC.

damn it.

Well,

i'm enjoying my 4 and a half day holiday.

going back to camp tomorrow night.

Too bad i cant bring any photo taking device to camp.

if not i'll take photos of my platoon mates and myself and post it here and friendster.

lols.

cheers.

i think my next post will be after i POP ( Passing out Parade )

it seriously depends on my mood. if i have free time i'll post, if not i wont.

BYE CIVILIANS!~